A Further Update...

2025

So, between 10 Aug & 31 Aug i took a 21 day holiday - my second of the year actually - a period of time whereby i made absolutely no online comments whatsoever, nor made any entries on this 'ere website of O/ours...

So what did i do, you may ask...

Well, the weather was nice - and i have now exhausted all of those legal vapes i had left from my earlier summer holiday - so i have a feeling that i possibly did very little...

However, prior to taking such a second holiday, i did sign up for an online 'Cosmic Consciousness Course' at the cost of a very reasonable £124 - twas on the 16th July - and feeling somewhat generous of spirit, i signed up for a whole 12 months...

Tis a course that takes place on the third Wednesday of each month - and is of a one hour duration per occasion - a Zoom-based course for which i purchased a microphone...

...And the 16 July was to be the day of the very first Zoom meeting - a time that i mistakenly initially/literally interpreted as starting at 6pm (causing me to wonder why i was the only person inth virtual room for the duration of such an hour) - whereas, in reality, taking into consideration time-zone differences, it was between 2am and 3am onth 17th (my time) to be precise...

...A time-frame that i deemed not to be doable on an ongoing basis - and repeated occasions whereby i would possibly be required to reveal myself both visually and vocally to an unknown number of other course participants - so elected to simply watch each monthly recorded session, that is sent next day via email, at later dates, instead...

...A deemed much more preferable outcome, for ickle ole shy me personally, actually - as well as for Those Upstairs also, seemingly - for there were signs dahlings, signs...

...Butterfly signs, to be precise - two of them - one onth 14 July (of around a 5 min duration), and a second one onth 16 July (of around 27 mins duration) ...

...A Comma butterfly, actually - seemingly the same one that alighted/appeared upon my computer window pane on said two separate occasions - and one that i photographed upon the second, much longer, such occasion...

...One that only flew off immediately upon/after me looking up the symbology of such a Comma butterfly onth internet, and understanding its message to me, in actual fact - for 'its name, which derives from the small comma-shaped marks on its wings, is reflected in its symbolic meaning, often interpreted as a pause or a moment of reflection', according to Google's AI Overview - so reflect i did...

So anyway, the first such hour long video basically comprised of a chakra meditation - one that i was Told i was not doing correctly - but one that i had decided to tailor-make to my own perceived preferences...

...A meditation that i followed, in said tailor-made fashion, upon about 3 separate occasions, before deciding not to anymore...

So anyway, the second due Zoom/video session onth 3rd Wednesday of the following month (August) didn't take place due to Ginette taking a holiday in Sedona - and the second received one (September) was simply downloaded to my hard drive, as indeed has the third one (October) also - with said second one only having been partially watched within the last week...

...Tis not that i have become completely disinterested in such a 'Cosmic Consciousness Course', but rather, i have simply deemed it (rightly or wrongly) to be unnecessary for me personally - for my Communications/Interactions with Team Members has become more frequent, mainly due to me Asking more personal questions - something that i very rarely did before on an ongoing basis...

...So, bottom line - i will indeed keep downloading such monthly videos for the duration of the paid in advance for 12 monthly occasions - however, i will now peruse them at my leisure, whenever the fancy takes me...

...Tis as simple as that really - a decision that is deemed to be perfectly suitable for myself personally - and that is about all i have to say on the matter :-) :-) :-) ...

So what else has happened that i would like to share...

Well, Robert Redford passed over to the Other side of Life on 16 September - and yes, i have indeed been Aware of His within mind Presence - for, like Denis Law, He seemed very cheerfully Interested indeed with regard to the nuts n bolts of Communication/Interaction between myself and 'Them Upstairs'...

...However, this was only initially, upon a number of closely repeated Occasions, before His perceived Presence was Felt/Seen no more...

And then there was Someone else that had recently passed over also - Someone Who displayed certain anger issues - and Someone who i have Told will no longer be welcome within an/a Interactive / Team Territory sense unless They rather quickly learn to behave in a more acceptable manner...

...Something that They are apparently now working on (They later apologised to me btw) - and Someone who will no doubt be far more Welcoming once They have done so - and that is all i currently wish to say on the matter, as i find that i am both angered and greatly disappointed in such an unnamed Individual...

...Well, apart from saying that i both Requested, and eventually Received a Visual representation of how They passed over to tuther Side of Life - purely for evidential purposes - which later turned out to be as reported btw...

Anyway, talking about personal Requests from Others - i found that, upon later pondering, i was not too happy regarding the 'We don't like raking over old coals' Communication that i had Received (see the Working It Out offering within MUSIC) - for i saw such disinclinations as hampering further Progress for the Individuals concerned, and i would very much like such Individuals concerned to indeed Progress further and further up the Vibrational Ladder, if you will...

So, upon very recent Enquiry/Asking, i apparently sought the Advice/Guidance of the Higher Beings - with the result being that the next time i Asked questions of such Individuals, They seemed only too ready to accommodate me within such respects - with me then Telling Them that, as far as i am concerned, Their free-will choices as to whether They choose to Share Requested information with me are still very much active, as such free-will choices are, and always have been, very important to me...

...So all is seemingly very much back to normal inth cordial Relations dept - deeming us, perhaps/hopefully, to be a more 'effective Team' than before - (tis just, what i personally consider to be, a rather amusing 'Oblivion' film/movie reference btw :-) :-) :-) ) ...

And talking about not being too happy - upon later pondering, within the same time-frame, also - i found that i didn't particularly appreciate Rhio Saying 'Terry, you're being nosy, stop it' (see the Working It Out offering within MUSIC), also...

...For i decided that effectively Telling me to 'shut up' hinted at a certain overbearing/disrespectful attitude towards me - as did the 'you prick' at the end of a later somewhat emotional outburst from Rhio, during one particular fairly recent Interaction with Her - Communications that caused me to decide that maybe such a perceived Relationship had possibly now run its course...

...Something that seemed to upset Rhio - but hey, as i Told Her at the time, 'we have had a good innings T/together' - and simply left it at that, still hanging inth air...

(Oh, upon taking a break from typing this particular blog (at this particular point in time), in order to prepare breakfasts for myself (a later to be partaken of bowl of water-steeped cereals + a bowl of mixed fruits and yoghurt, for more immediate eating), a Tune ran through my mind that i soon afterwards realised was November Rain by Guns N Roses, btw - and whilst listening to it (as i was eating said yoghurt mix), the within mind Words of 'come back [to Me] when you're ready' came Clearly but Quietly to me - so i guess that provides/gives a certain clarity as to exactly where Rhio and myself are at, at this present moment of time)

So, moving forever onwards, there was also what would have been John's (Lennon) 85th birthday (onth 9 Oct), had He still been incarnate onth Earth plane, of course - the day on which a Song Thrush rather loudly impacted one of my living-room windows - an incident that occured as i was still actively engaging within a certain Telegraph Online article...

...And an incident that i chose to share thusly within said Telegraph Online comments...

'Interestingly perhaps, whilst still on this article a Song Thrush impacted a living-room window - i went out and picked its still living/conscious, and upturned body up into the palm of my right hand, stroking said upturned body with my other index finger, which it seemed to appreciate...

I then Asked for it to be released from its body, if it was too damaged by the impact - it then seemingly went to sleep - and has now been pronounced 'deadified'...

So i am now left still holding it in my right palm, whilst its body loses heat - after which, unlike Paul (from the film 'PAUL') i will refrain from eating it - interesting symbology though...' ...

So how did i know that it was a Song Thrush, rather than a Mistle Thrush, for example??? - well, upon initially seeing it still alive onth ground in an upside down position, i looked at the differences online - and then, after going outside, picking it up, and bringing it inside, i was able to discern which type of Thrush it was by both measuring its length and identifying its 'arrow-shaped' (rather than larger round-shaped) markings on its underside...

...Also, what i didn't mention in the above Telegraph comment, was that just before it seemingly went to sleep it seemed like it was about to become more alive - but, alas, twas simply a small momentary/fleeting jerk of its feet, together with a similarly 'awakening' of/within its eyes - so i guess that was its moment of its passing, before its then vacant body seemingly went to sleep...

So anyway, back to the comment and some of the details within...

...The word 'deadified' came to me Clearly - a word that i later, rightly or wrongly, realised could be split into 'dea' + 'dified' - and that this could be seen as 'DEA defied'...

...And that the reference to 'Paul' and the 'eating it', could perhaps possibly be seen as Paul (McCartney) swallowing the official details/reason of/for John's death??? - or maybe tis simply an indication of an overly-active imagination, eh - but hey, whatever the truth of the matter, tis surely interesting food for possible further thought, is it not???...

Anyway, moving perhaps quickly on - apparently i have been Promoted - something i was made Aware of onth evening of Friday 10th October, if my memory serves me correctly...

...Twas Rhio who Told me as i was sat doing stuff online by Saying something like ' you are going to be Promoted tonight', before then Advising me to soon go to bed (earlier rather than later) in order to attend some sort of Ceremony/Gathering - and then, later, whilst still onth laptop, She then announced 'Terry, you're late, it has already started' (or Words to such effect) - in a sort of uncharacteristic Whispered Voice of apparent urgency...

...But i simply wasn't still ready to go to bed, so there seemed little point in me doing so - and so, once again explained such to Rhio, in a rather relaxed and unconcerned way - for, as i explained, such an announced Promotion was hardly going to have any bearing on my normal waking life, and i rarely remember any of my nightly out-of-body Sojourns anyway, so didn't really feel any sense of urgency what-so-ever...

...Upon/after which a possibly Female Voice clearly Said, 'I like this human' - meaning, i guess, that my non-grasping nature was seemingly very much Appreciated - for i had also stated that if such a Promotion meant that i was Required to be a highly Obedient 'Soldier' (a Bon Jovi reference btw), then i really wasn't interested in such a Promotion at all, and would readily accept the same status that i currently had...

In truth, the thoughts of a Promotion had never entered my mind - so i had given absolutely no consideration to such a possibility whatsoever - for the whole Interactive 'Gig' between myself and the Team Members is seemingly (in the overall sense) one whereby such Team Members are generally Seeking to better Their Environs by passing, perhaps multiples of Tests (if They so wished to do so), in an over and over again possible ongoing scenario, or set thereof...

So anyway, twas around 12:45am when i was finally ready to go to bed - and so i did so - without any expectations whatsoever, for i simply took it all with a pinch of salt really, as strange as that may seem to others...

However, having said that, i did later Enquire as to whether i had been Promoted or not - and seemingly i had indeed been - which i guess afforded me a certain feeling of Warmth towards it all...

...For at least, i reasoned, correctly or otherwise, there would now be far less chance of being Told to 'stop it', or of being Called a 'prick', i guess - so that in itself could be seen to be/constitute a 'result', could it not - a clear case of ner ner na ner ner, within certain Quarters, at least, eh :-) :-) :-) ...

So did i ever Ask what such a Promotion means in real terms, the reader of these words may rightly ask...

...Well, yeah, eventually i did - twas during one of my regular walkies actually - on either the 13th or 14th October 2025, to be more precise...

...To which i was Told, 'Terry, it means you [now] have Access to many things you didn't have [Access to] before' - intriguing huh - so maybe some of those 'things' will seep through into my conscious mind, perhaps symbolically, upon awakening, from time to time, and maybe they won't eh...

...Time will surely tell, i guess :-) :-) :-) ...

Oh, then there was the 'Kiss' dream - but hey, i've already mentioned that within DREAMS recently, haven't i - but i didn't mention the rather expensive bottle of Sauternes that i recently purchased for possibly birthday, Xmas, and new year's eve drinking, did i - but hey i have now, so i guess that brings such a 'ketchup' blog to its most timely conclusion, folks :-) :-) :-) ...

Well, other than to say that i was really going to at least start typing up this blog on the Monday just gone - and then on Tuesday, and then Wednesday, and then most definitely during Thursday - but hey, i did indeed at least make a start on it then...

...And then, on Thursday night, i decided to go to bed early, with a determination to get up early this morning and get such a first draft blog completely typed up - which, at 10:50am, i have now done - much aided by me resolving not to open the early morning arrival of my new laptop delivery, before having done so...

...Although, admittedly, i did have a quick sneak peek at it before putting it safely and securely aside, back inside its box, before dutifully continuing to type this 'ere blog to completion...

The end - for now at least - :-) :-) :-) ...