2025
Background information via Wikipedia...
Tupak Shakur (2Pac) was born into this world on 16 June 1971, within New York City (and relocated to Marin City, California, an impoverished community in the San Francisco Bay Area in 1988), to parents who were Black Panther Party members - he was raised by his mother, Afeni Shakur (born Alice Faye Williams), who found it difficult to find work and struggled with drug addiction - her marriage to Lumumba fell apart when it was discovered that he was not Tupac's biological father (William "Billy" Garland, another active Black Panther Party member was) ...
...So he was hardly born into favourable circumstances...
During his later career, in 1994, Tupak was shot five times in the lobby of a New York recording studio - and on September 7, 1996, he was shot four times by an unidentified assailant in a drive-by shooting in Paradise, Nevada - he died six days later...
On April 29, 1995, Tupak married his girlfriend Keisha Morris, a pre-law student - their marriage was annulled ten months later - he had no children...
He was a Rapper, songwriter, actor, activist, and poet...
Experienced Conversations...
I've been having Conversations with Tupak for three consecutive days now, during walkies times especially - although i remember very little details now - but never-the-less i do remember some that i would like to share...
One particularly interesting one took place on Saturday 19 July 2025...
...Twas when He told me that 'we are Judged within context' - something that made complete sense to me - within the context of our physical environment and experiences, and how we navigated that which we experienced...
And then on the Sunday following i Asked Tupak a number of questions regarding such experiences...
...And although i Received Replies/Answers to each question Asked, i very much Sensed that there was a growing sadness/reluctance/agitation Experienced by Him in so doing, so eventually i ceased doing so...
And then, on Monday morning, i Asked Him what He had learned from such experiences - to which i Received the Reply, 'what do you think i learned dumbass' - thereby indicating that seemingly such experiences are still not resolved within Him, and revisiting them still causes Him some pain and resentment...
...It also took me back to 'The Tupak Special' Interactions that W/e shared, whereby i Heard a Voice saying 'remain respectful' - once again possibly indicating that Tupak is still subject to rising agitation within His Being - upon occasion at least...
And then there was the day that i spent some time decluttering my exercise/woodworking room, where we Interacted also...
...A time during which He ended up saying 'so you are using me then, are you' - i cannot remember what actually caused such Words to arise from Him during such a casual ongoing Conversation, but twas something that i simply chose not to Reply to - although it did make me realise that it seemed to be something that Tupak was seemingly still rather sensitive about...
And then, once again during Monday morning's walkies, after the 'dumbass' bit, i Asked Him about the effects of not having a resident father in his life, and whether he thought it would have made a favourable difference if there had been...
...And whether not having had so was perhaps karmic in nature - that perhaps he had deprived another of having a resident father in their particular incarnate life, during a previous life of His - something that resulted in an 'i don't know' Reply...
There was much W/we Conversed about during such walkies - but very little that i can now remember - all that i know is that the vast majority of it was pleasant, with Tupak Conversing in His seemingly quiet way of Speaking...
...A quietness/calmness that i Sense sometimes requires a certain mindfulness of Being / effort from Tupak - whereas, at other times He would seem to be very much at ease within such Conversations...
So overall i found such Interactions to be pleasantly interesting - with such occasional 'blips' being perhaps indicative of Him having aRisen within a Vibratory sense, perhaps fairly recently - which, given His passing occurred some 29 years ago now, could indicate just how long He found Himself abiding within such an Environment of his own making, perhaps...
...Upon later/subsequent Enquiry btw, i have been Told that Tupak has spent the latter 17 of those 29 years 'on the periphery of A Team Territory' - meaning that the first 12 years were spent at an even lower, and thus more challenging, Vibratory Level - however, He is now safely within the Clutches of A Team Territory proper...
It is evident within some of his lyrics that the then incarnate Tupak wasn't at all happy within the environment that he experienced - and that he wished for it not to be so - and that even though he later much improved his physical circumstances, he still took/carried much of his baggage with him...
...And there is, and indeed was, Goodness within His soul/Being - tis simply that his very unfavourable incarnate experiences brought out that which he found himself to be more vulnerable to - that which was seemingly expressed within very hindered ways of being...
So now Tupak would seem to be within improved Circumstances/Environs - even though twood seem that He is still subject to / wary of perhaps reVisiting such much more unfavourable fluidic Circumstances/Environs if He perhaps finds Himself Connecting to such still seemingly raw/painful memories - something that He, quite rightly/understandably, is seemingly simply not inclined to do...
...So, well done, within such a respect, Tupak, say i - and may Your ongoing/continuing Journey be of an ever-Upward Trajectory - and many thanks for providing me with such insights into Your personal Travails (as well as to Wikipedia also, of course) ...
Oh - and just in case you were wondering - yes, Tupak (as well as certain Others) did indeed very much wish me to share such personal Conversations on this 'ere website of O/ours :-) :-) :-) ...
https://www.ourquantumparticulates.org/videos/conversations-with-tupak
Addendum at 23 July 2025...
Within the above, Tupak replied 'i don't know' to my question regarding whether He thought not having a resident father was perhaps karmic in nature etc...
Such a reply actually caused me some confusion, for i had assumed this would have become apparent within His life-Review - so had originally included a couple of 'lines'/'paragraphs' explaining (seemingly somewhat correctly) why this could possibly be so, immediately after it - something that i chose to remove, as it didn't fit in with my then somewhat fixed view that everyOne Receives such a life-Review immediately upon returning Home after bodily death...
...Even though i very much Sensed a Warm 'Brightness-Rightness' Response from Paul, in particular, to indeed include/keep it as part of such a blog offering...
So anyway, during this morning's early walkies i became more welcoming/understanding to/of the fact that Some may indeed not Receive said life-Review immediately after bodily death / passing over to the other Side of Life - simply due to still being in a state of 'agitated denial', for example - so, instead, simply find Themselves Experiencing an 'Instant Judgement', if you will...
...An 'Instant Judgement' whereby They simply find Themselves Experiencing such 'agitated denials' first hand - which i find to be interesting, for when Tupak said to me 'It's not a Good Vibe man, i didn't know' (within the A Tupak Special blog offering btw), with regard to His more sweary Earthly musical offerings simply not being available for Selection, i had Sensed/Felt that such bad Vibes had perhaps formed part of the Environment that He had found Himself to be Abiding within immediately after said bodily death - with other parts of said Environment perhaps being representative of other 'agitated denials', for example, also...
In further possible support of such a reality, i remember reading that one particular NDE experiencer had seemingly found himself to have Experienced what he termed as 'Hell' (very unfavourable) Conditions (whereas others have reported having seemingly Experienced, at least a form of, life-Review) - and such a possible reality/outcome is indeed seemingly very much supported by Paul (Walker) and Others also - resulting in me no longer holding such a now seemingly errant fixed view regarding all of Us Experiencing such an immediate life-Review upon bodily death / Passing over to the Other side of Life...
And that is all i have to further add within such an added addendum really...
...For now at the very least :-) :-) :-) ...